My day was suppose to be great.
Movie with dearest ShiJie, dinner with long-time-no-see besties , McDonald's gathering , everything went great and fine , but this damn person spoiled my great day with her words.
She made me regret going . She's a grown up yet she behaves so immaturely. She should have know that her words can hurt others , yet she still says it out. It's not as if you have the rights to say what should I wear or not , I like to wear jeans and it's my problem , not yours.I'm happy with who am I right now , your comments to put me down is not needed , so keep it to yourself.

If you wanna make personal attack , do it behind my back , not infront of me. If you wanna make personal attack infront of me , use English , don't use languages that I can't understand. This ain't the first time you doing this , I've been tolerating it , but that doesnt mean that you can continue doing this. There are others that are like me too , but it doesnt seems to me that you're making these comments to them as well . I didnt even want your hug , I didnt even say I wanted yours so stop behaving like I wanted your freaking hug when I don't even want , or even need it.

I doubt you will ever get to read this, but if you get to know this, you should watch what you saying , you're not a 3 year old kid, you are a grown up. Get it? You might be just joking around but to me , its a insult. Seriously , if there's any chance that I'll see you again , I doubt I'll be able to talk to you and I don't think I'll be able to work with you anymore.

I'm not gonna upload any pictures taken today yet , sorry .

I was feeling so bad just awhile ago. Waited for bus for 5 mins and decided to walk home. Seems like everyone was so busy that I don't have anyone to talk to , make me realise that actually , I'm all alone, times when I needed someone to stand up for me , listen to me , lend me a shoulder, give me advices . And I can't believe that I can actually still cry because of this .. I was pratically crying the whole journey while walking back home . People were staring but I just can't stop , I don't like to cry and I don't like to let people see me crying , it shows signs of weakness but this time I can't help it.

Every decisions and steps I've made and taken seems wrong , I regretted making some decisions, and if I didnt make those decisions in the past , everything may be better now , I might be happier.Everything that I did just doesn't seems right , everything that I've always wanted and loved seems so impossible to achieve.

I'll be fine in a while.

Sorry for the long post.